Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify with:
Berdache/Travesties of Brazil (transgendered prostitutes)
third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
I'm completely psychologically feminized/emasculated
1970 to 2000,
I was nearly exclusively a female-roled
receptive sex partner for large intact Male dogs,
jack donkeys and stallion ponies
(female-roled receptive zoosexual)
Third-Gender Identity
I am not a Man or Woman
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
"I wish I was Female"
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1978 as Jensen Group harem sissy
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
("I only model wearing a cage")
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist, has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Living with the complexity of my sexual orientation as a,
"Preferential female-roled receptive zoosexual"
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
My Web Journal
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
Forever editing the site
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
"wishing I was female"
Contact at;
I have a very short Sexual Refractory period
Men may have a reduced refractory period and may be capable of multiple orgasms.[15] According to some studies, 18-year-old males have a refractory period of about 15 minutes, while those in their 70s take about 20 hours.[16] Although rarer, some males exhibit no refractory period or a refractory period lasting less than 10 seconds.[17] A scientific study attempting to document natural, fully ejaculatory, multiple orgasms in an adult man was conducted at Rutgers University in 1995. During the study, six fully ejaculatory orgasms occurred in 36 minutes, with no apparent refractory period. - Wikipedia
Though when I am with a sexual partner (always Males) I am 100% female-roled receptive, I've never used my penis to penetrate a partner, however since age 12 I very frequently sucked my own penis and ejaculated in my mouth so I could ingest my own penis. At times I've sucked my penis, ejaculated, 5 minutes later done it again, maybe ejaculating by autofellatio 4-6 times in a day
Age 12, way the first time that I ever had an orgasm and ejaculated was when I was sucking my own penis
First Time Mom caught me sucking one of my boyfriends was age 9
Age 12, Mom catches me sucking my own penis for first time, she watches as I ejaculate in my own mouth,
this was my beginning of my exhibitionist trait, I soon was intentional trying to get caught by Mom when I was sucking my own penis, getting "bred" by Cosso, using my dildo on myself, getting fucked by guys etc.
Our little house,
Mom and My rooms and how the floor plan was, my room had two doors, on door lead directly into Mom's bedroom, one can see how it was easy for me to watch Mom having sex with her
boyfriends and how it was easy for Mom to catch me, sucking my own penis, me getting bred by my Great Dane Cosso etc.
From age 7 to age 12 I routinely/frequently watched Mom having sex with both women, men and her getting "bred" by Cosso
After age 12, I often ejaculated without a erection when I was locked in a copulatory-tie with Cosso.
After Mom, Cosso, Edward and I moved to Aunt Becky's farm, I was openingly able Mom having sex with the guys, Mom also watched me.
I have a insatiable desire to be gang-bang by large groups of guys, if the gang-bang lasts 2-3 hour, thus 30 to 60 guys fucking me, I often ejaculate 3 or more times during the gang-bang
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Once I turned 16, I could be in room with Mom, the guys would fuck both of Mom and myself, or I might masturbate as I watched Mom and the guys.
