Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify as a:
Pre-Op homosexual transsexual
berdache/third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
Preferential "Class X" submissive 100% female-roled receptive zoosexual from 1970-2000
(I became celibate as a zoosexual in 2000)
Former female-roled
receptive zoosexual
1970 to 2000
From 1970 to 2000, I consider my core identity to be a submissive Preferential female-roled receptive zoosexual for large intact male dogs and intact male equines.
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1975
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
"In 2000 I started serving only human males sexual"
("I only model wearing a cage")
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
My Web Journal
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
(a life as a submissive female-roled receptive zoosexual)
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
NSFW
contains nudity and sexual content
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
Contact at;
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
Forever editing the site
My role model becomes Caroline Cossey
I Need to Be Like Her!
Caroline Cossey"s tiny role in "For Your Eyes Only"
"Psychologically" I have a Male to Female Homosexual Sexual Transsexual Identity
"I should have been born a girl"
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I've very much always wanted the sex change surgeries and to be like Caroline Cossey
Me @ age 11
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The real dynamic of learning about Caroline Cossey was, I now had someone to relate to; in that here was a young boy (Caroline Cossey) who also wanted to be a girl and then had the surgeries to become a girl, thus I didn't feel alone and totally screwed-up, there at least was another in the world like me.
I'm so deeply psychologically feminized and emasculated, having the transsexual surgeries has always been a major internal conflict
I know I am like girl sexually...a very horny girl!
"that is after my Mom, I always wanted to be a lady like my Mom sexually"
Once I learned of her in 1981..
"I simply knew I was similar, I've always felt like I should be a female"
When I knew I was more then just a 100% passive/receptive,
"I knew I was much more like a Male to Female transsexual type"
A very unforgettable moment in my life was when the tabloid came out about Caroline Cossey, I simply knew that I needed to be like her and that I was a transsexual and it wasn't going to change, I can remember thinking, "oh I'll wake up some morning and want to be like a man", well that never happened!, I only wanted to feel and be like a female more and more;
"The 1981 film For Your Eyes Only was the twelfth in the James Bond series and marked the fifth appearance of Roger Moore as secret agent 007. Like all Bond offerings, the non-stop action was sprinkled with bodacious babes, about one of whom questions subsequently surfaced.
Caroline Cossey, one of the "Bond girls" appearing in that film was a transgender woman. Ms. Cossey began life in 1954 as Barry Cossey but later decided to live as a woman. She changed her name to Caroline in 1972, began taking hormone tablets, had breast augmentation surgery, and in 1974 underwent the final sex reassignment surgery (SRS). From about 1979 to 1986 Caroline worked as a fashion model and actress under the name Tula, and she caught a break in 1980 when she was cast in the James Bond film For Your Eyes Only. Shortly after the film's release in 1981, however, the UK tabloid News of the World "outed" her and disrupted her modeling and acting career".
Caroline Cossey appeared in the 1981 James Bond film For Your Eyes Only. Following her appearance in the film, she was outed as transgender by British tabloid News of the World.
A excerpt of a Caroline Cossey interview;
During puberty realised she wasn’t attracted to women, so she thought she must be gay.
“But I was not accepted in the gay scene,” she reflected to The Huffington Post.
“I was also dissatisfied and felt unfulfilled by gay sex. The need and identity within me was for males to desire me as a female sex partner and that put me into a seemingly impossible position. Not being able to fit into the heterosexual or homosexual worlds left me utterly lost and hopelessly confused”.
