Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify with:
Berdache/Travesties of Brazil (transgendered prostitutes)
third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
I'm completely psychologically feminized/emasculated
1970 to 2000,
I was nearly exclusively a female-roled
receptive sex partner for large intact Male dogs,
jack donkeys and stallion ponies
Third-Gender Identity
I am not a Man or Woman
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
"I wish I was Female"
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1978 as Jensen Group harem sissy
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
("I only model wearing a cage")
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist, has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
My Web Journal
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
Forever editing the site
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
"wishing I was female"
Contact at;
Preparing my bottom to be "bred"
Because my sexual orientation is -female-roled receptive zoosexual- and my preferred partners are jack donkeys, stallion ponies and large intact male dogs I've always need to have the ability to take a very long penis deep up into my butt.
All my jack donkeys had 22 inch or shorter cocks
It was always very important ritual every morning that I get my bottom throughly
cleaned, then lubed and loosened up so My jack donkey and stallion pony's penis
would slide up deep inside my sigmoid colon.
I like how this video demonstrates that stallions have no problem fucking another male,
because of course I'm male and all my jack donkeys and stallion ponies are always very eager to fuck me and/or suck their cocks
I make all my dildos with a spring inter-core so the push on up into my sigmoid colon without bending over, this critical for penetration into the sigmoid colon.
The inter-spring allows the
dildo to push straight past the entry in the sigmoid colon
My 22 inch dildo goes 55.88 cm up inside me
My 28 inch dildo - 71.12 cm
My 36 inch dildo - 91.44 cm
After using 22 inch dildo, I start running my 28 inch dildos up inside myself.
Then I run my 3 foot long dildo up inside myself (91cm)
I only use Mineral oil, veg. oil or J-lube to clean and lube my bottom, and lots of it!
