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I'd been performing fellatio on Edward and two of my neighborhood friends routinely since June. 

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I was 8 years old, while in Scouts during winter months we'd often go to the old Research Hospital indoor swimming pool one evening a week, the pool was a very large indoor pool. We had a Scout leader/helper by the name of Bob, he would be there as a kind of a life guard usually, Bob was 25 years old sexy and a great swimmer, I was distant from the others in the pool, when Bob surprised me from behind when I was in water just deep enough where I couldn't touch my feet to the bottom, he quickly grabbed me super tight around the chest, rendering me helpless, then with the other hand he yanked my swim trunks down then quickly slid his erect penis up inside my bottom, all the while telling me to remain quiet as he held me very tight and with quick short, hard thrusts of his penis up inside me, until he ejaculated, then he let me go like nothing happened, he'd say it's our secret.

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Though it was traumatic the first time, I very much was Bob's very eager consenting partner all times afterwards, once I felt a Man's penis sliding in and out of my bottom, it was all I could think about, and I so much want a Man's penis in me again and again!  

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Within a week after Bob was butt-fucking me, I offer myself to my Great dane Cosso and he soon had me locked in a copulatory-tie, and he was soon fucking me often as well.

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After that Bob was fucking me twice a week or every time we went swimming at the pool, it was like he had me under a spell or trained to submit, after the first time he'd fucked me, he'd wait for me at the far end of the pool, once I seen him there I'd swim down to him stand, then turn so my back was to him, I'd allow him to pull my swim trunks down, and quickly slide his penis up side my bottom, he'd always be very hard already and his had what seemed like very large penis yet I actually hadn't seen it yet, due to being under water his penis would easily slide up inside me, within 30 seconds and quick hard short thrusts into me with his penis until he'd ejaculated.

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I'd then go back to being with the Scouts, a few nights he "bred" me several times, I started volunteering/offering myself to him during the evenings, he'd had me start meeting him in the showers, have me suck his penis a bit then he "breed" in the shower stall with the water running on us. I guess I let him do it to me because I looked up to him as a Man and he was cute, and I just loved the feeling of having his penis up inside me, in a strange way it was like he had me under a spell of sorts, yet I liked it so much, having a penis up inside me made me feel girly and I wanted so much to feel girly, so just kept letting him do it. Bob only lived about a 10-minute bike ride for our house, so by the time I was 10 years old Bob screwed me and/or had me sucking his cock 3 or 4 time a week until I was 11 years old.

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Then one day in May 1973, still age 11, I was at Bob's and just finished giving him a blow-job when a guy about 25 shows up at Bob's, Bob introduce me to his friend as James, then Bob look at me and said, "Michael, how would you like to give James a blow-job, James has a nice big cock that I bet you'd like!, I thought James was nice, and cute, so I meekly said, "yes, James then sat on the couch, I got on my knees on the floor in front of James and got his shorts pulled off, by the time I had his shorts completely off, James cock was fully erect, I eagerly started sucking it, as I did, Bob got behind me, lubed my bottom then push his own hard cock up inside me. Bob slowly slid his cock in and out of me as I sucked James cock, soon James then said, "Michael I have three friends that are looking for a young guy like you who will start giving us blow-jobs on a regular basis, maybe butt fuck you too, would you be interested in meeting them today?"

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I took Jame's cock out of my mouth, and held it and stroked it as I replied, "how old are they?"

James replied, well Greg is 25 like me, Steven is 28 I think and David is 30 years old, they all nice, in good shape, no worries". my reply was, " I'll meet them, if I'm not comfortable with it, I'll just say that I have plans and need to get going".

James replied, "fair enough, let me hop up and go give them a call, James stands and walks in the kitchen to use Bob's phone.

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As Bob continues studding me, he says, "Michael you'll like David, Greg and Steven, they are very nice guys and will treat you well, I'm glad Bob said that as I was a bit nervous about meeting the guy guys and committing to perform sexually for them. Bob calls out he about to climax, he then pulls his cock out of my bottom, then as usually I turn as Bob comes around to the side of me and then he ejaculates in my open mouth as though I'm a baby bird eager to be feed. I thought about what to tell James, then told yes I'll meet them, James replies I'll go call them now. 

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James returns from calling the guys, sits back down on the couch and says, "the guys said they'd be here in 15-20 minutes", I then went back to sucking Jame's cock. After about 10 more minutes of sucking Jame's cock he ejaculated in my mouth, I got up and walked to the bathroom, douched my bottom and lubed it in case the guys wanted to stud me, I gargled with mouth wash and washed my face and the weather was quite warm so I stripped naked. 

By the time I walked out to join James and Bob in the living room, one of the guys was sitting on a chair next to the couch, James introduced us, he was Greg, then Greg asked if I could suck he cock, he was cute, I quickly replied yes, and then James quickly got naked from the waist down then quickly got sat back down in the chair, I then eager got down on my knees and started performing fellatio on him.  I'd been performing fellatio on James maybe 5 minutes when one of the other guys walked in the living room, James introduced him as Steven, then James asked me if it was ok if Steven started studding me, I meekly replied, "Steven, please lube yourself up with Vaseline or mineral oil, then ejaculate in my mouth when your ready cum please". I returned to sucking James, Bob goes and gets a towel so I can kneel on, then soon I felt Steven's hard cock slowly pushing into my bottom, James said, "Michael, Steven's cock is quite big, but he'll be gentle, yet if it hurts just say so". Steven says, "yes for sure say so Michael, I only wish to do this if it feels good for you too". Steven very slowly then started pushing his cock deeper and deeper up inside me, all I could do was gasp, and whimper as he did, but it felt so wonderful having him fill me up with his big cock. I could only stroke and hold Jame's cock with one hand and hold onto his thigh with the other as Greg slowly slid his cock in and out of me. After a bit of silence Greg says, "you liking this don't you Michael?".

 

I mumbled meekly, "yes", Greg replies, "good, I've been looking for a young cute guy like you that takes the female role completely, is that your role Michael?", I mumbled desperately , "yes, I want to be treated like a girl only, please!".  Greg, "how old are you Michael?". I replied, "ten".

Greg, continues slowly sliding his cock in and out of me, "Michael, how often will you be available for me!",  I thought for minute then said, "now that it is summer, most days between about 9am and 3pm, then 7pm to 9pm I can walk down to the Park Drive dairy and you could pick me up when you want me, both my parents work full time".  Greg, " it is Saturday today, how about, I pick you up at Park Drive later today about 4pm? would you be interested in meeting a couple of young guys that I regularly see, one is 18 and the other is 16 years old, they'd be good to you and put you in the female role always". I replied, "yes I'd like that alot", as I moaned and whimper softly. James pipes in and says, "Michael, I have some young guys I see that would love to take you regularly, put you in the completely female role". 

Mumbling, "yes please, I only want treated like as though I'm a girl, please!, please call me sissyboy, femboy, anything that makes me feel like a girl". Greg, "do you think your like a transsexual Michael?".  I mumbled, "I know I just want to be like a girl, not really sure what a transsexual is, sorry". Greg replies, "there are some homosexuals that get a sex change surgery so they can have breasts and a vagina like a real girl, the dress like girls as well, that's a transsexual in a nut shell". I reply, "yes I would like to be a transsexual then". Greg says, "we will all definitely treat you as though your a girl, gently and with lots of sex". I reply, "I want sex as often as possible, I love what your doing to me now, and please ejaculate in my mouth when your ready to, I love semen in my mouth, makes me feel so girl like". Greg, "I am getting close to ejaculating".

David comes walking in to the living room and sits at he other end of the couch at watches just as Greg is ejaculating in my mouth, and it's the first of me actually seeing Greg's cock, it is super long and thin though, I get all Greg's semen swallowed, then ask Greg how long his cock is, he tells me it is 9 inches long,  then I turn and look at David, David smiles and says, "hi I am David", I somewhat embarrassed replied meekly, "I'm Michael". 

I stand, then sit in the middle of the couch and say to David, "I'd be happy to suck your cock or you can slide your penis up inside my bottom, which ever you like".

David replies, "well, that's a tough choice, but you have a get bottom, I'd like to experience having my penis up inside it if that is ok". 

I said to all of them, "Bob has only been using Vaseline or mineral oil when he lubes me up, and I use mineral oil to douche my bottom, hand lotion burns my bottom terrible".

All three of the guys reply, "that's what we will use then". Bob says, "the Vaseline is there on the floor next to the coffee table, just make sure there is a towel under Michael when studding him is all".

David, "so how long has Bob been studding you?", I replied, " over a year and half now", David, "so your pretty experienced now, you going to want us three guys studding you on a regular basis now?".

I reply, "I want to be able to, I'll do my best, how often do you'd think you'll be wanting to be with me?". 

Greg giggles, "every day, I want you as often as possible".

I replied, "I want it as often as possible too!,  I mow 6 different yards, other than that I free all summer."

 

Bob. "since summer break from school Michael has been coming over to my house at about 3:30".

James, "what you think if Greg, David, Steven and I come by at 4:30?".

Bob says it is fine with him whether he is home or not, door key is under the big rock by the bottom of the back steps.

I reply, "I mainly have to be home by 6pm for supper, or Mom will be mad and worried".

Greg, " if we double team you as we are doing now, we will make an hour work"

I reply, "yes I really like having a penis in my bottom and mouth at the same time".

James, "Michael, maybe if ok with you we can introduce to some more guys we know". 

​I reply, "if you think they treat me good, sure, but I don't know if I will have the time to serve any more guys, I'm starting to mow lawns, and I have 10 lawns I mow currently".

James, "Yeah maybe a bad idea, just let me know if you change your mind".

 

 

July. 1973, Somehow Bob got caught doing the same thing with another Scout, and he moved away, I never seen him again.

The whole thing about Bob getting caught was hush, hush, in a week it was never talked of again, no one asked us other scouts if he'd done anything with us, it was very odd and unsettling in that regard.

Yet if Bob had not gotten in trouble, and moved away, I'm sure I would let me continue to use me sexually for as long as he wanted me, I was very much his submissive. It was actually very tough not having him to serve sexually, as by that time I was giving him a blow-job or he was screwing me nearly every day.

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However I kept seeing David, James and Greg routinely, we meet at Bob's, used to be Bob's place, James bought Bob's house and Greg and David moved in with James to help with house payment, James worked at truck stop that was open 24 hours, and James worked the 3rd shift, 10pm to 6am.

If at all possible, I'd go to James about 2-3pm every day, James started introducing me to some 14 to 18 year olds, so I was performing sexually for 6 different teenage guys by the end of July that summer, they'd show up at that 2-3pm time if they wanted sex with me.

I was getting gang-banged a lot, which I really liked, as long as I had the time I wanted as much sex as I could get.​

Two of the teenagers, Eric and Bradley were 13 and 14 years old, so they often would come to my house and have sex with me.(have me give them a blow-job/fuck me).

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By the time I was 12 years old, I was seeing 15 different guys, ages 12 to 35 years old, all were fucking and I was giving them all blow-jobs at least once a week, all I could thing about was having sex, getting feminized by guys sexually

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-To be continued-

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Then not much later after being with Bob originally, in the spring/early summer when was still 8 years old, my step sister Jackie, Mom, my step-father and myself were visiting my step father's parent's farm, Jackie, Kathy and I were playing hide and seek, I was hiding in a shed when Jackie and her cousin Kathy who was 11 found me, together they suddenly just started stripping my clothes off, once I was nude they crazy like started kissing my mouth, playing with my penis, giggling, being silly, then Tom, Kathy's brother suddenly came walking in, he pulled out his penis and Jackie started sucking his penis, I remember Kathy saying, "I'll go get the Vaseline Tom", After that I briefly remember getting on my knees sucking Tom's penis. Then I felt Kathy putting Vaseline on my bottom as I was on my knees, Tom quickly walked behind me, and then I could feel his penis slowly being pushed up inside my, then him thrusting his penis in and out of my bottom. Next thing I remember going in the house, hurrying to the toilet because my bottom was sore, all of was like a dream or in shock, then I remember looking in the toilet after I'd tried pooping which I couldn't, yet I expelled his semen, which really put me in a surreal mental state, like it was a crazy dream and not real, yet very exciting, I'd wanted a penis in my bottom since seeing Mom taking my step-fathers up inside her bottom, and since Bob had "studded" me, I wanted it again.

 Before we left late that evening, Tom had me go out to the shed with him, I performed fellatio on him and he ejaculated in my mouth.

I never seen Kathy and Tom again, I know if I had, I would let Tom use me for sex again.

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                                         ​  Greek Love Through the Ages - What was Greek love?

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 My role/my identity was set

as a female-roled receptive submissive male

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as female-roled receptive zoosexual

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I feel I was 100% psychologically feminized and emasculated at this point, there was no chance of me ever being like a man, I completely wanted to be like a girl.

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I also knew by then that I wanted sex partners who would dominate me, turn me into a very submissive sex partner.

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