Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify with:
Berdache/Travesties of Brazil (transgendered prostitutes)
third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
I'm completely psychologically feminized/emasculated
1970 to 2000,
I was nearly exclusively a female-roled
receptive sex partner for large intact Male dogs,
jack donkeys and stallion ponies
(female-roled receptive zoosexual)
Third-Gender Identity
I am not a Man or Woman
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
"I wish I was Female"
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1978 as Jensen Group harem sissy
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
("I only model wearing a cage")
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist, has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Living with the complexity of my sexual orientation as a,
"Preferential female-roled receptive zoosexual"
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
My Web Journal
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
Forever editing the site
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
"wishing I was female"
Contact at;
Eroticization of Inadequacy
and
being a female-roled receptive pathetic sissy
I look best with a cock in my mouth or in my butt!
The Dynamics of my exhibitionistic disorder
I feel are similar to the
Eroticization of Inadequacy of the cuckold fetish
Yes
I'd say that
your very pathetic
Yes
I feel pathetic
yet I need
to be a Sissy
Even though I think your
pathetic as a man, I still like you.
I'd
love you to
watch me suck
cock if you'd
like