Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify with:
Berdache/Travesties of Brazil (transgendered prostitutes)
third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
I'm completely psychologically feminized/emasculated
1970 to 2000,
I was nearly exclusively a female-roled
receptive sex partner for large intact Male dogs,
jack donkeys and stallion ponies
Third-Gender Identity
I am not a Man or Woman
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
"I wish I was Female"
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1978 as Jensen Group harem sissy
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
("I only model wearing a cage")
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist, has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
My Web Journal
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
Forever editing the site
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
"wishing I was female"
Contact at;
Psychologically Emasculated
I am 100% female-roled receptive sexually
I so much want to be like a girl!
The most important single aspect of my daily life has always been
getting "bred"/ "butt-fucked" as often as possible every day.
From 1970 to 2000 meant getting "bred" by my jack donkeys, stallion ponies and large intact Male dog partners.
I also crave sucking my partners cock and ingesting their semen
I hate the idea of being Male, I really hate to very have a erection!
I love getting gang-banged
When I became a Jensen group harem sissy I general got gang-banged by small groups of guys, 3 to 5 guys at a time once a day, on weekends I had a large 3-4 hour gang-bang every Saturday and Sunday, where 40 to 60 guys might fuck me.
Very seldom did I have sex with one guy at a time.
As long as the weather was warm, I tried to get gang-banged once daily by 5-6 of the jack donkeys and/or ponies, 5-6 next day, so each got to stud me at least every other day, if 5-6 gang-banged quick, it only took about 20 minutes and they all done me.
It was very nice for me as far as keeping my bottom well lubed and loosened up, because once the first one had ejaculated deep up in my sigmoid colon, I then had his semen lubing me, then more and more semen up in me as they each ejaculated up inside me.
5-6 jack donkeys or ponies can pump a lot of semen in me quick!
