Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify as a:
Pre-Op homosexual transsexual
berdache/third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
Preferential "Class X" submissive 100% female-roled receptive zoosexual from 1970-2000
(I became celibate as a zoosexual in 2000)
I consider my core identity to be a submissive Preferential female-roled receptive zoosexual for large intact male dogs and intact male equines.
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1975
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
"In 2000 I started serving only human males sexual"
("I only model wearing a cage")
This is a Web Journal
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
(a life as a submissive female-roled receptive zoosexual)
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
NSFW
contains nudity and sexual content
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
Contact at;
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
Forever editing the site
Symptoms/manifestations caused by gender identity disorder
1. Extremely sexually attracted to "Males" and only desire to be in passive receptive role
2. Extreme desire to be impregnated with Male's living sperm
3. Extreme desire to be pregnant and breast feed
4. Extreme desire to perform fellatio on Males and be penetrated anally
5. Extreme desire to have a penis up inside my bottom ejaculating into me
6. Extreme desire to be feminine, sexy, submissive for my Male lovers
7. Extreme desire to ingest my male lover's semen/sperm
8. Very extreme desire to have a female looking vagina/pussy.
9. Desire only straight human males if having sex with humans, I prefer to be gang-banged, objectified sexually by Dominate Str8 human males.
10. Primarily/extremely attracted to large intact Male dogs, small jack donkeys, stallion ponies and I crave performing fellatio on all large stallions to ingest semen
I consider my core identity to be a "female-roled receptive sex surrogate", my life
has always revolved around being "bred by" or "performing fellatio" on by my Male canine and equine lovers, caring for them.
11. I am a free-use sexually submissive
I can't be a man, I only want to be like Her!
For me,
I'd say it's like being in a constant state
of
from constantly wishing I was female
I've watched most of Robert Sapolsky's lecture series over the years and think his opinion is worth listening to concerning the transgender issue.
