Pulling up to a drive-up window with an erection as (above) and having a lady see me like that,

easily makes me start to ejaculate hands-free the moment I knew she is looking at me.

And

I could see her reaction,

Thus this type of exhibitionistic scenairio was the most fulfilling.

The drive-up attendants would often talk to me, I met Elle this way;

 

 

May 14, 1985

Eric, Bobby and Ada were at a 3-day Stallion horse training seminar up by Chicago,

Ada was my dearest friend, we did nearly everything together since age 7, she is my 

Aunt Becky's daughter, and I spend a good part of my childhood at Aunt Becky's, until I moved to her farm to live when I was 12.

​

How I met Elle

 

Ada calls in morning from Chicago,

Ada says, "hi Michael, what you doing?".

Michael, "Aunt Becky and I just finished having breakfast she just left to take a shower, we were just going over the plans for the new Quonset house to be built at estates 3, how is the seminar going up there?".

Ada replies, " it a great seminar, but I need to tell you that I met a guy here, he is about our age, he is a horse trainer similar to Eric in what he do for a living, don't be mad, but he fucked me today at the seminar site in his van twice, he is here with me now and we just got done fucking again, I told him I want him to come down and join the group".

Michael replies, "you must really like him then, what is his thoughts on joining the group?".

Ada replies, "he is pretty certain that he is going to, I told him that your my bed partner, that your a femboy and that if he does he has to fuck you as well, he has to let you suck his cock, he says he will".

Michael, "what is his name?".

Ada, "his name is Tom".

Michael, "does Eric think it would work out having Tom as a trainer here at the Jensen group?".

Ada, "yeah he does, I've told Tom how the group works as far as being a Polyamory type structure,  Eric and Tom just finished double teaming me about 15 minutes ago, and believe me they fucked me silly, Tom had a great time, he isn't has hung as Eric, yet Tom has a nice big fat 8 inch cock and knows how to use it, Tom going sleep with me tonight and likely tomorrow night, Eric and I both know we will have to be in quarantine for a month now, as will Tom, but we feel it is worth it to get Tom to join the group".

Michael, "so Tom is 18 years old, was he raised around horses?".

Ada, "yep, he lives in Wyoming, yet he is really here visiting his older brother who lives here in the Chicago area, he likes the idea of living closer to his brother if he joins our group, Michael I think I'm in love with him, he feels the same, I even told him he could get me pregnant if he wants to". 

Michael, "wow, you must be crazy about him then, I'm happy for you, just do what you feel is right, you've got my full support, maybe Tom could run and get a STD test there, is Tom planning on coming home with you and Eric".

Ada, "yes, that is the plan".

Michael, "have you told Tom that your a Preferential receptive zoosexual for dogs and equines?.

Ada, " yes, I had to if he and I are going to have a long term relationship, I told him what you and I do routinely every day as far as getting bred by all the dogs, sucking the the stallion's cocks, don't tell Aunt Becky, but Tom has ejaculated in my pussy three times already, I want to have his baby, he says he is fine with me being a Preferential zoosexual, he just wants to live with me, I did tell him you and I would have to talk about me becoming Tom's full-time bed partner, yet you and I still have continue being together as we do daily seeing the dogs and stallions just as we have always done, I can't change that part of my life".

Michael, "Can I tell Aunt Becky that Tom ejaculated in your pussy and you want to have his baby?

Ada, "yes, please tell her, I'm a coward to" 

Michael, "ok I will, we will work it all out, I think you should become his full-time bed partner, I'm a sissy cuckold type any how, so it turns me on that Tom is fucking you, and you feel good about telling me, so thanks so much, I know I love you, and I know you love me, so no worries please, just have nice time and get back here with Tom, we will go from there".

Ada, "thanks so much for saying what you've just said, I was worried about hurting your feeling so badly, I just have never met a guy like Tom, where it is like love at first site, which it was, he and I were sitting in the stands together for maybe a hour talking, then we raced to his van fucked like crazy, came back to seminar, after another hour we were back in the van fucking again, he fucked me three times during the seminar, then he and Eric double teamed me tonight".

Michael, "nice, I know it turns me on, I can only imagine how horny you and Tom must be".

Ada, "yeah, I'm burning up in heat for sure, Tom can fuck me and cum in my pussy all he wants!".

Michael, "getting pregnant will also keep your tits lactating good".

Ada, "yeah, I love breast feeding, I told Tom that I'd breast feed the puppies, he even sucked some milk from my tits and loved it".

Michael, "it will be nice having you and Tom's baby in Aunt Becky's house, and the baby will get plenty attention from the young guys and girls you know that, built in baby-sitters"

Ada, "yeah, that is one reason that I told Tom that I wanted him to get me pregnant, I knew we have help with the baby while you and I serve the dogs and stallions, I think Tom likes that I am a Preferential receptive zoosexual, I told him he'd be the only guy fucking me unless he wants other guys fucking me with him present, like with Eric tonight, I'll see you Thursday about noon, bye, bye".

Michael, "bye".

 

 

7:30 am Tuesday morning (Tuesday May 14, 1985)

 

 

Michael said, " love you ", as Ada hung up.

All Michael wanted now was for the time to pass, he was in a bad state, a state of mind that was consuming him, he called to Cunnington he came running followed by Edward, once to him, he guided them into the stables, then lead Cunnington through the door which lead to the wash area, from there a ramp lead up into the house, getting him into the house Michael gave him a treat as he said to him, " I'm just going run to town a minute" then I went back out to the stables, told Edward that he'd be right back.

​

Michael then walked out to his rx7 complete nude, It was hot out now, he just started driving, and toward town. Michael simply was on mission, a mission that could take his mind off Ada, as soon as he got to town he started looking for a drive-up window, he first thought go back to the McDonalds were he'd thought of exposing himself once in the past, but he just drove around to different fast food drive-ups looking for one where he could see there was a older (21 or older) female working.

 Michael knew of a Burger King that he'd been to quite few times it had a high window, so I knew she be able to see his erect cock, it wasn't far so he headed there, once there he covered his cock as he pulled into parking lot, parked so he could see who was working the drive up.

There fairly mature appearing female was working the drive-up window, it was about 7:30 am, so not real busy. After pondering in his mind a minute, if he should go through the drive-up and expose himself to her, just the thought had him extremely aroused, he decided to do it, as he ponder the idea to be seen by the female at the drive-up, the "idea of being seen by the female as a affirmation of a inadequate male or was he seeking humiliation? came into his mind". Completely naked, with his cock hard and slick as pre-cum flowed from his cock head, he pulled up to the order box, her voice came on, "came I help you?" she said, Michael said, "coffee black please", she replied, "please pull ahead to the window". Michael now mindlessly aroused, could not stop himself, he pulled up to the window stopped and looked up to her as she looked down into the rx7 at him, once he knew she was actually seeing his erect cock by her shocked reaction, that confirmed that she could clearly see his erect cock, then she suddenly took on a very serious look on their face, yet she then took his money from his hand for the order, then handed him his change back, as she was looking down into the car handing Michael his change his hips started jerking and he started ejaculating involuntarily onto his stomach as she watched".

Drive up lady, "wow, you were really horny weren't you?'.

Michael, "yes, I sorry, I just for some reason get so excited by exposing myself like this".

Drive up lady, "don't be sorry, I liked watching you squirt your cum, and you have a nice cock, I'll get your coffee, be right back".

​

She returns with Michael's coffee then she hands it to him as she says, "good show, do you feel inadequate as man or something, maybe your a homosexual, am I right? can't be a real man?".

Michael mumbled, "yes, so I'm not sure why I'm even turned on by exposing myself to you".

Drive up lady, "no worry, I liked seeing you do that".

Michael drives away, and heads home feeling ashamed that he just did that.

​Once home, Michael was going crazy now, Edward wanted to go back out, so I lead him back out to the stables, I thought about offering him my bottom, so he could breed me but it was hot, and I was needing a strong drink so I walked back into the house and made a strong long island ice tea. Michael sat on the couch, Cunnington hopped up and laid his long body down, then his head on my lap, I pet him as I flipped through the channels on T.V, nothing good on so I put in a v.h.s movie that I liked. "Lonesome dove", is always worth seeing over and over so I put it in to watch, still my goofy mind kept wandering back to Ada, how was she doing, he so much wished he was there looking over her, making sure she was alright, he could tell Cunnington was missing her a lot too

​Michael simple couldn't stop feeling bad about exposing himself to the young lady at the drive up window, he went out to the kitchen, found a pen and paper, and wrote a note for the young lady, it said, hi my name is Michael "I am so sorry that I exposed myself to you earlier today, I am really a normally a stable person, yet just lately I seem to be under going a sexual identity crisis, in the tune of, "I a homosexual transsexual type, yet mixed up", I needed to say I am sorry, your welcome to call me; 342-6758, sincerely Michael.

Michael then went out and hopped in the rx-7 and headed to the Burger King to see if she might still be working.

Once Michael got to the Burger King, he parked and watched the drive-up for her, sure enough she was still there, so he drove over to the ordering station, he recognized her voice, and instantly got fully erect,  Michael ordered a small coffee, then quickly got his shorts pulled down to his feet she said, "please pull up to the window", there were no cars in front of him or behind him, as he pulled up to the window, she was smiling, as he stopped, she leaned out and looked down at his body, then looked Michael in her eyes as she said, "oh my sissy-boy with the hard cock is back, can you cum again for me again?"".

Michael meekly said, "yes, I'm sorry then handed her the note, as he ejaculated in front of her, she quickly opened it and read it, then said, as she looked back at him, "is it ok if I call you when I take a break in about a hour?".

Michael meekly replied, "I'd like that a lot".

​

She said, "my name is Elle, I'll call you in about a hour when I take my break, I really would like to talk to you and watch you masturbate and cum for me again".

Michael drove off then back home.

Once home, Michael walked Edward and Cunnington down to the highway, checked the mailbox, no mail, so the walked back to the house, Michael figured it had been about 45 minutes since he pulled out of Burger King and now they were back up at the house, so he put Edward and Cunnington out in the paddock. then waited by the phone for Elle to call and wondering why she wanted to talk.

​

Elle the female at the Burger King drive-up Michael exposed himself to calls:  

​2pm--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Michael had drank about half of his beer when the phone rang, he picked it up and some what meekly said, "hi this is Michael". 

Elle said, "hi Michael this is Elle, I hope this is a good time?"

Michael replied, "yes, I'm so glad you called on time, thanks so much, I've been pacing ever since I exposed myself to you, and I'm happy to see I didn't harm you emotionally, that was very selfish of me".

Elle replies, " let put it behind us, plus you're an exhibitionist, that is what you do, as pathetic as it is, I'm fine, but I am very interested in talking to you because you are an exhibitionist and a sissy homosexual type and my guess is that loves to suck cock and get butt fucked, am I right?".

​

Michael meekly replies, "yes your right".

Elle, "would you like me to watch you sucking cock?, would that turn you on?".---------------------(James and Elle are at her parent's house)

Michael meekly replies, "yes".

Elle, "I have a young friend, he is 16 years old, he has never had sex with anyone but me, so he is Std free/safe, I'd love to see him cum in your mouth, he has a huge cock, would you suck him off while I watch, then have him cum in your mouth, would you like that?'.

Michael meekly replies,"yes, I love sucking cock and swallow cum".

​

Elle, "I've been jacking him off for a few weeks now, I told him just now, if he let a guy suck his cock as I watch,  I might let him fuck me, he is here right now, I'll him put on the phone, I want you to ask him like a good sissy if you can suck his cock ok, his name is James, here he is".

​

James, "hi James here, Elle says you love sucking big cock, I'm 10 inches and fat, you want to suck it?".

Michael, "yes, please I so much want Elle to watch me as I suck your cock if that's ok, I'm a good submissive sissy boy"

James, "good, I'm looking for a loyal submissive sissy to suck my cock every day, I want sucked quite bit, a few times a day, you interested?'.

Michael, "how many times a day?, when can I met you?".

James says, "right now, you might be sucking me on the weekends as many 5 times a day, I'm at Elle's house, 124 oak st, near water tower".

Michael, "I'm a sissy I need to suck cock constantly and get butt-fucked constantly, I'm heading in right now, be there in about 10 minutes".

James, "see you then"

Michael arrives, then walks up to the front door and knocks, Elle opens the door within 20 seconds,

Elle, "hi Michael, so glad you made it, follow me James is ready, horny and waiting for you".

Elle leads Michael into the living, there is James sitting on the couch completely naked, legs spread and his cock fully erect.

Elle says, "James looks nice wouldn't say, look at the huge hanging balls".

Michael quickly walks to James, get on his knees in front of James and then gently starts licking and sucking James's massive balls".

James says, "that's a good sissy suck those big balls".

Elle says, "good boy Michael, you look good sucking, James needs a good submissive sissy to suck him ".

Michael mumbles, "oh you taste so good James, I want to be your sissy so much".

James says as he moans, "you do a good job giving me blow-jobs, maybe I'll start fucking you, would you like that?".

Michael mumbles, "yes, so much"

James, "you clean and ready to be fucked now?.

Michael moans as his licks his way up James cock shaft the meekly says, "I cleaned my bottom for you just in case you wanted to try my boy-pussy out to"

James, "I'd like that, suck me some more, then I'll do that".

Elle, "I go get a towel and some vasoline, will that work for you Michael?".

Michael pauses from sucking on James's cock head and meekly says, "yes thats works thank you".

James says, "Michael, you going be able to serve me every day, maybe twice a day?".

Michael meekly says, "yes, I want so much to be your full time loyal submissive sissy please take me as yours and use me".

James, "if your a good sissy, I'll be giving you a lot of cock and cum, you love swallowing cum?"

Michael, "yes so much, please cum in my mouth all you wish, I crave cum so much".

Elle gets the big towel laided out on the floor. the sits next to James on the couch"

James says, "Michael, get on your hands and knees on the towel".

Michael turns and crawls out on the towel, then waits as Elle lubes up James's cock with vasoline.

James gets on his knees behind Michael and slowly pushes the huge cock into Michael's boy-pussy.

James, "oh yeah, your boy-pussy is nice and tight". 

Michael whimpers, then moaning, then begins begging, "oh James your cock feels so wonderful, oh please fuck the man completely out of me, tell me I can never be a man please".

James, "that a good sissy, I plan on fucking every ounce of maleness out of you".

Michael moans, "yes, I need to feel like a girl so badly".

James is soon steadily pushing his 10 inch thick hard cock all the way into Michael's butt then pulling all the way out as Michael constantly whimpers and squeals.

James, "yeah squeal like a good sissyboy"

Elle says, "Michael you really have a tight sissy boy pussy, that's just what James needs for his huge cock"..

Elle runs and gets a bowl off warm soapy water and wash cloth and returns and sits it in front of Michael's left hand on the towel

James thrusts into Michael firmly for another 20 seconds, then pulls his cock out and shuffles around so he is front Michael.

James, "now open your mouth wide so I can fill your mouth full of my cum, Michael opens wide and holds out his tongue.

Elle says, "thats a good sissy"

James moans as he strokes his own cock fast, "here it comes Michael"

James moans and squirts as glob after glob of cum blasts into Michael's mouth, finally James finishes, and Michael swallows all the cum in his mouth down.

James, "wonderful Michael, now clean my cock and balls up good"

James kneels before Michael, while Michael gently, thoroughly cleans James cock up, then Michael kisses the big cock head, looks up at James.

Michael, "thank you so much for treating me like a good sissy, it all I can be".

James says, "your going get it a lot, I want you here at 9am every morning, here at noon everyday, then here at 8pm every night, with your boy pussy clean a ready".

Michael says, "I will be, I want you so much". 

James sits on the couch, then says, "Michael come just lick and suck my balls for awhile".

Michael crawls over to James, then starts licking and sucking James's huge hanging balls, Michael moaning with desire all the while.

James, "thats a good sissy, you'll do me just fine, keep doing that until I hard again, then I'll fuck that boy pussy of your's again, would like that?'.

Michael meekly mumbles, "yes so much I'd like it".

James says, "Elle thanks for finding me a sissy boy who clearly craves big cock and can handle it"

Elle, "yes Michael will be a good sissy for you James, he is proving that"

About 10 minutes passes, Michael licking and sucking James cock and balls, James's cock has grown erect again.

James, "Michael I want you to get so you can deep-throat my cock, show what you can do please"

Michael gets up on his knee so he can suck better then opens his mouth wide, then slowly lowers mouth down onto James firm hard cock, the cock goes further and further into Michael's mouth then throat until all 10 inch is in Michael's mouth, Michael holds the entire cock down his throat then comes up for a breath, the swallows James's entire cock again.

Elle giggles and says, "James don't ever expect me to do that".

Michael comes back up for a breath,
 
James says, "Michael, get ready I 'm need to cum in your mouth again!". 

Michael wraps this lips tightly around the big cock head and strokes the thick shaft with James starts ejaculating into Michael mouth as James squirms and moans until he finishes cumming, Michael then softly sucks and licks James's cock clean.

Elle, "Michael, you were born to suck cock, I need you to suck my pussy now".

Michael helps Elle get her shorts completely off she lays on the towel face up and spreads her legs, Michael then eagerly starts licking and sucking her pussy"

Elle is quickly squealing and squirming about on the towel, within 30 seconds, Elle is moaning out, "I'm going cum Michael, your so good".

Elle sits up, leans forward and kisses Michael on the forehead.

Elle, "your a great sissy, I need to keep you"

Michael says, "thanks, I want to please you two so much, yet I need to explain something first".

Elle with a concerned look replies, "what is it you need to explain?'.

​

Michael, "I belong to a group that was started in 1961 by my Aunt Becky, she is cultural anthropologist, the group has a Matriarchy/Matrilineality/Polyandry/Polygamy type structure, it is semi-closed group, I've been what is called a Harem sissy for the group since I was 12 years old, so I very experienced sexually as a sissy free-use submissive, my role as a Harem sissy for the group, my primary role is to serve the group members sexually".

​

Elle, "I need to explain something as well, I'm seeing 9 other young guys as well, they are all fucking me regularly".

James chuckles, "it shows that your both very experienced".

​

Elle looks Michael seriously and says, "Michael is your Aunt Becky's last name Phillips?".

Michael with a shocked look says meekly, "yes it is"

​

Elle jumps up, "Michael, oh my god, can I call Aunt Becky right now, we are old friends and I've longed to see her for many years".

 

Elle and James both become Jensen group members, Elle moves into Aunt Becky's house.
 

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I got in trouble in late 1996 for exposing me as above, then in 1997 one day I was reading local art related weeky newspaper, in the back was an ad for nude artists models to pose

for life-drawing classes at the local Museum of Art, I applied and started modeling

nude for artists in the Life Drawing classes at the Museum.

I was able to never expose myself again after becoming a nude Artists Model.