Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify as a:
Pre-Op homosexual transsexual
berdache/third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
Preferential "Class X" submissive 100% female-roled receptive zoosexual from 1970-2000
(I became celibate as a zoosexual in 2000)
I consider my core identity to be a submissive Preferential female-roled receptive zoosexual for large intact male dogs and intact male equines.
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1975
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
"In 2000 I started serving only human males sexual"
("I only model wearing a cage")
This is a Web Journal
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
(a life as a submissive female-roled receptive zoosexual)
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
NSFW
contains nudity and sexual content
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
Contact at;
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
Forever editing the site
I am a class II exhibitionist
and
Autoerotic/Vicarphilic/cuckold/female-roled zoosexual
Yet identify with a class IV exhibitionist because
I clearly can not form a romantic relationship with a female,
yet I have other means of sexual fulfilment.
I can relate to the following as it is written above
Psychoanalytical theories.
These are based on the assumption that male gender identity requires the male child's separation from his mother psychologicallyso that he does not identify with her as a member of the same sex, the way a girl does. It is thought that exhibitionists regard their mothers as rejecting them on the basis of their different genitals.
Therefore, they grow up with the desire to force women to accept them by making women look at their genitals.
Exhibitionistic type Scenarios I have performed in:
Pulling up to a drive-up window with an erection as (above) and having a lady see me like that,
easily makes me start to ejaculate hands-free the moment I know she is looking at me.
I got in trouble in late 1996 for exposing me as above, then in 1997 one day I was reading local art related weeky newspaper, in the back was an ad for nude artists model to pose for classes at the local Museum of Art, I applied and started modeling
nude for artist in the Life Drawing classes at the Museum.
I was able to never expose myself again after becoming a nude Artists Model.
I started sucking my own penis when I was 11 years old (Autoerotic)
Because it was so overwhelmingly erotic for me I started intentionally
leaving my door cracked so mom could see me sucking myself as well as masturbating.
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