Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify as a:
Pre-Op homosexual transsexual
berdache/third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
Preferential "Class X" submissive 100% female-roled receptive zoosexual from 1970-2000
(I became celibate as a zoosexual in 2000)
From 1970 to 2000, I consider my core identity to be a submissive Preferential female-roled receptive zoosexual for large intact male dogs and intact male equines.
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1975
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
"In 2000 I started serving only human males sexual"
("I only model wearing a cage")
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
My Web Journal
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
Former female-roled
receptive zoosexual
1970 to 2000
(a life as a submissive female-roled receptive zoosexual)
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
NSFW
contains nudity and sexual content
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
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note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
Forever editing the site
Being a Catamite
First time I was penetrated anally by an Adult male
"Becoming a Catamite"
At the age of nearly 8 years old, 1970,
My first actual sexual encounter was performing fellatio on my jack donkey Edward, I not only performed fellatio on Edward, but I also ingested his semen.
Soon after, I started performing fellatio on a neighborhood friend, Kevin he was 12 years old, thus he was able to get erect and ejaculate.
Fall of 1970, as a Cub Scouts we were swimming at the Old Research Hospital swimming pool one evening. (which was an Olympic size pool).
We had a Scout leader/helper by the name of Bob, he would be there as a kind of a life guard usually, Bob was 25 years old sexy and a great swimmer, I was at the shallow end away from the others in the pool they were all jumping off diving boards, when Bob surprised me from behind when I was in water just deep enough where I couldn't touch my feet to the bottom, he quickly grabbed me super tight around the chest, rendering me helpless, then with the other hand he yanked my swim trunks down then quickly slid his erect penis up inside my bottom, all the while telling me to remain quiet as he held me very tight and with quick short, hard thrusts of his penis he butt-fucked me, he huffed and puffed as he ejaculated up inside of me, then he let me go like nothing happened, he'd say it's our secret.
I was in shock, and it was like a surreal dream, but I knew it was real by the way my bottom felt, as the evening passed Bob hung out with me now and then, talking to from time to time as I swam about alone in the shallow end.
When we were very much away from the others Bob asked me how I liked what we had just done, I meekly told him I liked what he'd done.
(I already knew that I was a passive/receptive type homosexual, I knew that since I started performing fellatio on both Edward and my 12-year-old friend Kevin and had been routinely for about 6 months before Bob fucked me, it was deeply imprinted on me that I was to always be a female roled sex partner for males. I knew it was only a matter of time before I be penetrated anally, I'd already been begging Kevin to fuck me, yet he was being reluctant to yet, I'd explained to Kevin that I been watching Mom have sex with my new step-father often and I knew I want to be a girl like her sexually to myself it was inevitable, if it wasn't Bob, it would of been Cosso my Great Dane, I was very determined, Cosso did start fucking me 3 days after Bob first did, and he was routinely fucking me 3-4 times a week.).
