

Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify as a:
Pre-Op homosexual transsexual
berdache/third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
Preferential "Class X" submissive 100% female-roled receptive zoosexual from 1970-2000
(I became celibate as a zoosexual in 2000)


Former female-roled
receptive zoosexual
1970 to 2000
From 1970 to 2000, I consider my core identity to be a submissive Preferential female-roled receptive zoosexual for large intact male dogs and intact male equines.
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1975
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
"In 2000 I started serving only human males sexual"

("I only model wearing a cage")
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
My Web Journal
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
(a life as a submissive female-roled receptive zoosexual)
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
NSFW
contains nudity and sexual content
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
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note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
Forever editing the site

Becoming a Jensen Group harem sissy

Jensen Group Outline/Structure
Identity-Based Members/Semi-Closed Community
(100% STD free)
Matriarchy- The females hold Authority- (Matriarchy/Matrilineality)
Polyamory-All the members of legal sexual consenting
age can have sex with all other members of consenting age.
All females are only sexually receptive anally only unless they've had their tubes tied/sterilized.
Consenting age is 16 in the state I reside, with a Romeo and Juliet Law
Similar to the close in age exemption, the Romeo and Juliet law applies to teens who may choose to partake in sexual activities with a fellow student or other person who is not much older than them. Where the laws differ are the rules regarding age difference.
Teens can have sex with a person up to four years older than them without and still qualify as giving legal consent. If a 14 and a 17-year-old have sex, they can avoid charges. However, a 14 and 19-year-old cannot.
Romeo and Juliet Law
Similar to the close in age exemption, the Romeo and Juliet law applies to teens who may choose to partake in sexual activities with a fellow student or other person who is not much older than them. Where the laws differ are the rules regarding age difference.
Teens can have sex with a person up to four years older than them without and still qualify as giving legal consent. If a 14 and a 17-year-old have sex, they can avoid charges. However, a 14 and 19-year-old cannot.
For example when I was 14 years old I was serving all the 17 year old males and females members sexually as a "harem femboy". When I was 17, I was serving all the 14 year old male and female members sexually, as well as all older members
Majority of females are bi-sexual and until 2000, prior to 2000 most of the females were practicing receptive zoosexuals with 18 months or older, different large breed intact male Stud dogs
Communal breeding- All children are fathered by different males within the
group, when a female ready to have a child she takes a month or longer Sabbatical at one of the 7 other Jensen groups located in 4 different states in U.S and 4 other Countries- Denmark, Kenya, Guyana and South Africa.
(the majority of the members of all the the Jensen groups are black, except for the Denmark group)
She then selects at least 6 different males from that group
and has vaginal/unprotect sex with those males until she becomes pregnant,
she then returns to her home group pregnant, main reason for is
incest pregnancy avoidance.
Matriarchy- The females hold Authority
- All children take their mother's last name, the children never know who their real father is, nore do the fathers know who their children are.
Anally receptive sex is the primary type of sex practiced,
by age 14 all females are well versed/trained in preparing for anally intercourse
and all males know not to have anything other then anally intercourse with a
female who is able to become pregnant, unless she is at her selected time and Jensen group where she intends to become pregnant.
(majority of the white female members have their children with 16-17 year old black male members)
Zoosexuality-prior to 2000 nearly all the female members become receptive zoosexuals at age 13-15 and start getting bred by the group dogs, normally by 18 years of age each male and female gets their own apartment on the Jensen group estates property. The females usually get their own dog to live with them, many of the males will get a dog so that myself and the females can get bred by their dog.
There are many Mulatto members now due the the black guys mating with white female group member
The 16 to 18 year old males who are by majority black/African of descent are by far the most sought out for sex by all the female members, including myself.
Currently there are twenty-three, black males 16 to18 year old males in the group. (2024)
Currently I try to perform fellatio on or get butt-fucked by 10 males each day.
I normally perform cunninglingus on about 10 to 12, females once a week.
(often I'll be performing cunninglingus on a female as I'm being butt-fucked by a male or males)
Currently the Jensen group here has 23 business they own and operate in the area, each as a small apartment were I stay or another "harem sissy"
or
"Harem girl" stays through-out the working day.
For example, I be at business A tomorrow, business f the following day,
the "Harem girls" and "harem sissies" never at the same business two days in a row.
Each worker can take two, 45 minute sex breaks each day and have sex with the "Harem girls" or us sissies twice each day.
Currently there are 26 full time "harem girls" and 5 full time "harem femboys" performing in the group, serving sexually is our duty for the group 8 hours a day 5 days a week, 4 hours 1 day, we each serve about 40 to 50 of the current 900 hundred-thirty-three sexually active group members a week.
there are over 550 males over 12 years old, about 370 consenting age females over 14.
After talking amongst the males this week I was told that quite a few of the twenty-three 16 to 18 year old males are ejaculating twice a day many days, even a lot of the males in their 40's and 50's are ejaculating twice a day several days a week.
I personally haven't used my penis like a real man since 1997, when I started posing for art classes and stopped exposing myself to the ladies at the drive up windows.
The other 4 "harem sissies" will still penetrate the ladies with their penis and penetrate me.
All the harem girls and harem sissies get gang-banged routinely, 10-60 man gang-bangs at least one time a week, I personally prefer getting gang-banged every day by as many men that are able to show up for the gang-bang session.
Aunt Becky, "the group owns 24 local businesses, one being Jensen lawn and Land scaping, so they mow your lawn, the businesses have group members as employees, so for you James, you can get a part time job one them if you wish, yet you pay 40% of your wages to the group, that is the down side, but the group give you a food allowance which is more than enough a mouth, unless you have a lot kids, which 2 kids is norm in the group, we don't pay for any type alcoholic drink, if you get a dog, food is paid for, vet is paid for, we have our own vet clinic, free for members, we have medical clinic, speaking of your going Tuesday James, Susie can you make anytime Thursday by chance?".
Aunt Becky, "we rather you didn't take the books out of the lodge, you can read in the cafe, lounge etc., if you need to take the book out, over there is bulltin board, write the book title and your name, so other at least know the book is available, also start exchanging phone numbers with everyone, each home has it's own phone number, so if you want the first home we seen I'll get you that number, then let everyone who you needs your new phone number well know".
Aunt Becky, " This is the gang-bang room, over here on the wall is the calender for scheduled gang-bangs, so every day but Tuesday and Thursday have a scheduled gang-bang, kids under 12 years old can't be in here, during gang-bangs, as you might imagine, why I mentioned to shave your pubic area smooth, if you don't you'll stick out like a stranger etc. and you'll likely feel very out of place, Susie I recommend you get your name on the Thursday schedule for next week, come down next week and you and James just eat each meal here if you can, introduce yourself to every person, get to know every person, this is going to be your new family in essence".
Aunt Becky, "one thing that very socially important is body cleanliness and all group members have their pubic hair shaved smooth or have have their hair removed by Electrolysis, we have our own Electrolysis clinic, three female member currently work there, that is free of charge for group members".
Aunt Becky, " the reason I ask is, the group rule is females can't have vaginal intercourse unless they've had their tubes tied, or are trying to get pregnant, we don't allow birth control pills or any type of contraceptive, our goal is to have 100% STD society, so if James was to see a female his age, he has to penetrate anally, believe the female would let you know, she would not allow you to penetrate her vaginal".
Aunt Becky, "about 80% do, yet you can remain in your current home, there are two main reasons they live here in the home 1 is all the female get a home when they turn 18 years old, 2. like yourself Susie, that is if your house paid for and the housing market is good for seller, you can make a great profit maybe because the group takes only 20 % of your selling price as the groups, then your rent is based on your income, for example if you make 20,000 a year at your job, rent is 2000 or 10% of your wages, only catch the home is the groups, so if you move the house isn't yours to sell, yet say you make 10,000 a year, rent is 1000.00, if you lose your job, no rent until you get a new job or if lower wage rent is adjusted to the 10 percent, so it would hard to find lower rent else were, plus the group pays all utilities, water/sewer/garbage/telephone".
Susie, "holy cow, my house payment now is 350 a month."
Aunt Becky, "believe living in our is far better ".
Susie, "good point I will, still I only make about 18,000 a year, rent is 1800 a year right, 150 dollars a month, holy cow, I definitely want to move here".
Aunt Becky, "well we bred our own great danes, irish wolfhounds and Kengal shepards currently, they all all great partners, we have breeders we can get puppy from all around the U S though, St Bernards are great lovers, mostly it how you raise them, treat them most big dogs can be great partners, your welcome to get bred by any of the ladies dogs, we have a great dane Cosso back at the house, he is a great partner, I planning on getting a Kengal puppies in a few months, my last great dane passed about six months ago, I very need a dog partner, though I could not, but I was wrong".
Aunt Becky, "We are only receptive with large intact male dogs, the ladies have breeds like great danes, St Bernards, Kengal shepards, English mastiffs etc. the ladies chose the type of dogs they like, two dogs per home is the norm anymore it seems to becoming, 90% of the females are zoosexuals, each home has a breeding room for quietness mainly, so the dogs can be relaxed, which is especially important after they get us locked in a copulatory-tie, what do you think Susie?'.
Each estate lodge has a gang-bang room, over here on the wall is the calendar for scheduled gang-bangs, so on estate 4# calendar every day but Tuesday and Thursday have a scheduled gang-bang, kids under 12 years old can't be in here, during gang-bangs. Females can only be penetrated anally unless their tubes are tied or they are trying to get pregnant, shave your pubic area smooth, if you don't you'll stick out like a stranger etc. and you'll likely feel very out of place, Susie I recommend you get your name on the Thursday schedule for next week, come down next week and you and James just eat each meal here if you can, introduce yourself to every person, get to know every person, this is going to be your new family in essence"



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My oldest clear memories are of around 6 years of age, at which time my Mom and Dad suddenly got a divorce, this was very traumatic, in that my life seemed turned upside down, very soon Dad moved out, suddenly one night a new man show up at the front door, I had answered the door beause mom was doing something. The man said to me, "you must be Michael, here I bought you matchbook car, I figured a young guy like you would like it " as he handed it to me, at first I didn't take it, I was freaked out, then Mom can up behind me and pulled me aside and let the guy in as she took the car from him and asked me to go get ready for bed.
Next thing I remember was being awaken, as I peeked out from my bed covers here is this man walking through my bedroom nude, my eyes focused on his large penis as he walks through my room on into Mom bedroom.
I am fully awake now as I lay in darkness, soon giggling comes from inside Mom's room, I had two doors in my bedroom, one leads out to the hallway and opens next to the only bathroom in our small house, the other door opens directly into Mom's bedroom. I look towards Mom's door and can see a faint light coming through the crack in door, the man didn't pull the door complete shut. I can't remember if I got up with the intent to close the door or what, yet curiosity the best of me so I looked in through the crack in the slightly open door, because they had a bed side lamp on, I could clearly see the both of them on the bed. Mom was laying along the man her body half way down beside him and Mom was taking the man's big stiff penis into her mouth, I watched her suck and lick it a short while, then she lift up straddled his body and with one of hands Mom guided the man's penis up into her body and then started rocking back and forth on as she gasped and moaned. My mind seemed to be in a trance, all I could do was stare and watch what taking place.
This becomes what seemed like a nightly routine, I'd go to bed at 9pm, and be woke up at about 10:30 pm by Mom or the Man walking through my room nude, or from moaning, giggling noises from Mom's room, they seldom pulled the door shut, at that point I wouldn't be able to sleep, if he walk through I'd be mesmerized/so excited by seeing his big long penis swaying about as he walked, I always bathed with mom so I was used to see her nude. Once they'd walked through my room I'd climb out of bed, check to see if they'd left the door cracked open, if so, I'd go sit on the floor and watch them have sex.
I don't remember how long this went on, at least several months because I knew kindergarten was soon to be out for the summer, I just got my training wheels of my bike, I remember it had gotten really warm because one day I was playing in the front yard when Mom walks out on the drive-way pushing her bike, and because I had gotten a new bike because she had told me that was to be birthday present, my birthday being June 17th.
Anyway, Mom tells me to get on her bike as she holds it upright, I could barely touch the pedals, yet she insisted that she push me up and down the street, as I pedaled it, I knew even then this was a disaster waiting to happen, yet she just was sure I could ride it.
7th grade
I was in 7th grade, age 12 a whole new school, larger and with many new students, 7 through 9 grades, plus a open shower policy for gym class, I was very nervous about the open shower policy that due the fact that I knew I was sexually attracted to guys, and the "not knowing how I would react" to seeing all these fellow male students nude.
There were also a lot black students in this new school, where my middle school had just a few black students, there were many more black guys here at this new school.
My the first week there, I was sitting on the bench in front of my locker which was near the open showers, and I glanced into the showers and I could clearly see Rod, one black guys in my gym class showering, he had the biggest cock I'd ever seen, I was staring at him, I couldn't help myself from staring at it, well Rod caught me staring at him. As I still was sitting on the bench tying my shoes, Rod walked to me, stood in front of me, there 2 feet right in front of my face was Rod's huge semi-erect cock, I looked up at him and meekly said "hi", Rod replied "you want to suck it don't you, I know a femboy when I see one", looking at his penis in front of me, I meekly replied, "it just is so big, don't know", then I looked down embarrassed.
Well later in the day while I was walking down the hall along with many other students headed to their next class, suddenly Rod came up behind me and whispered in my ear, "I want you to suck my big black cock, you know you want it", I just kept walking and didn't reply.
After that, in gym class he started asking me every day things like "have you sucked cock yet, if you haven't I'd be surprised because I know you want to suck cock, I can tell your a femboy", after several days of his bothering me, I replied, "yes I'm a femboy", Rod replied, " so I was right, you have sucked cock haven't you?".
I meekly replied, " yes, been sucking cock regularly since I was about 8 years old".
Rod asked me, "have you had cock up inside your butt yet?.
I told him, "yes regularly since I was 8 years old, not near big like yours though"
Rod replied, "yeah it is 10 inches long, I'll be nice and gentle to you, do you like to swallow cum, I do want you to start you sucking my cock regularly, I'm looking for steady girly-boyfriend, who likes sucking and getting butt-fucked often".
I replied meekly, "I do really want to suck your cock, swallow your cum and have your cock up in my bottom, I very much want and need to feel like a girl, be treated like a girl by guys".
Rod replied, "I'll treat you like a girl, you can suck my cock everyday if you want or more, if you ready to suck my cock, meet me in the woods behind the dairy at 4pm and you can suck it and I'll help you feel like a girl from now on".
Well after I got home from school at 3pm, all I knew was I wanted to suck his cock so much, I got on my bike and rode down to the woods behind the dairy and sure enough Rod showed up, he rode to me on his bike, then he told me to follow him to a spot in the woods where I could safely suck his cock, once we got to the spot, he unzipped his shorts, pulled out his already huge erect cock and told me to get down and start sucking it, I eagerly did, in less than a minute he was ejaculating in mouth.
Rod very much had me under his spell, I was ready to do for him anything he wanted me to,after that day, he and I would meet at that same spot every day, I'd perform fellatio on him and swallow his cum, this went on about a week then he told me he had an older friend who would like to have me start sucking his cock as well, and he'd bring him to meet me tomorrow, by that time I was Rod's free-use submissive, I would have done almost anything for him, so I said ok.
Well, the next day, Rod showed up with Steve another black guy from school, they were waiting for me, thus I sucked both of them until they ejaculated in my mouth.
The following day another black guy from school was with Rod, this went on for a couple of weeks until I was sucking 4 different black guys from school and 5 other older black guys who didn't attend our school yet were good friends of both Rod and Steve's.
Rod gives me an 18 inch long double-ended dildo, and a douche bottle.
Rod says to me, " Michael start using this dildo to help get you used to taking big cocks all the way up inside your butt, and help get you clean, lube it with mineral oil, squirt mineral oil up inside your butt, slide the dildo up in you, just repeat over and over again, do it several times a day, all of us guys want to start butt-fucking you as soon as your ready. After a few days of working with the dildo I was able to get all 18 inch of it up inside. I told the guys I was ready, in a week all of them were butt-fucking me as well, I would suck at least one of the 9 after school every day and try to suck all of them on the weekend, as well as get butt-fucked by them during our interaction, 3 or 4 or all 9 of them gang-banged at times. Two of the guys (William and Samuel) had their own home within a 10 minute bike ride from my house (we lived just outside of town), so I just go there after school, then who ever show up I'd serve sexually.
Until the following April, or about 5 months of serving all the guys sexually, I was walking down the crowded hallway at school at someone yelled out loud from down the hall, "Michael loves to suck cock!", after that I was really humiliated daily it seemed, different student yelling, "Michael is gay etc.", different guys coming up to me asking if I really liked sucking cock etc.", me hearing student whispering about it in class.
After about 2 week of the constant getting called gay, cock sucker etc., I wanted to quit school, so I told mom I couldn't take it any longer, and I'd developed severe checking/obsessive thoughts type OCD.
Mom has me go to live with my Aunt Becky out on the farm









