Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify with:
Berdache/Travesties of Brazil (transgendered prostitutes)
third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
I'm completely psychologically feminized/emasculated
Third-Gender Identity
I am not a Man or Woman
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
"I wish I was Female"
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1978 as Jensen Group harem sissy
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
("I only model wearing a cage")
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist, has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Many questions
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
My Web Journal
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
"wishing I was female"
Forever editing the site
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
Contact at;
I identify with the Brazilian Travesti
Travestis want their boyfriends to be men, not viados (homosexual). They require, in other words, their boyfriends to be symbolically and socially different from, not similar to themselves.
Therefore, a travesti does not want her boyfriend to notice, comment on, or in any way concern himself with her penis, even during sex.(Gential Avoidant)
Sex with a boy-friend, consists, for the most part, of the travesti sucking the boyfriend's penis and of her boyfriend penetrating her, most often from behind, with the travesti on all fours or lying on her stomach on the bed.
If the boy-friend touches the travesti at all, he will caress her breasts and perhaps kiss her.
But no contact with the travesti's penis will occur, which means, according to most travestis I have spoken to, that travestis do not usually have orgasms during sex with their boyfriends.
MALES WHO ENJOY being anally penetrated by other males are, in many places in the world, an object of special cultural elaboration. Anywhere they occur as a culturally recognized type, it is usually they who are classified and named, not the males who penetrate them (who are often simply called men). Furthermore, to the extent that male same-sex sexual relations are stigmatized, the object of social vituperation is, again, usually those males who allow themselves to be penetrated, not the males who penetrate them. - The Gender of Brazilian Transgendered Prostitutes Author(s): Don Kulick
I am intensely Gential Avoidant
Because I am absolutely only female-roled receptive and need Males to feminize me sexually,
I very much do not want my boyfriends to notice, comment on, or in any way concern himself with my penis, even during sex.
My only reason/motivation for having sex with Males is for them to feminize me psychologically, pleasure them sexually as best of my ability. Generally, my hope is he will like me so I can serve him as his free-use submissive and objectify me sexually very often.
"I have no desire to orgasm during sex with my boyfriends"
Because I always have many Male sex partners and expect him to have female sex partners, I desire he see me as simply a female-roled receptive surrogate partner that he can objectify me sexually as he desires (free-use submissive), treating me sexually as though I am female.
Please call me if you would like a blow-job,
Michael
453-3008
I worship cock
I've always tried to be the best cock sucking sissy as possible
100% female roled
receptive
Being a free-use submissive type female-roled receptive sissy
I always needed a tremendous amount of sexual attention from Dominant Males
I see myself as a sexual sissy slut, so I want my male partners to treat me as a sissy slut.
I am somewhat an masochistic exhibitionist type who is seeking attention or validation through visible submission, humiliation, sexual objectification and self-denial.
I need to be "bred" animalistically and rough.
When with human Males I perfer to be gang-banged or by at least two Men, I need a penis in my mouth and bottom at same time.
I want to be verbally called a faggot, slut, sissy, fairy, cock socker, pathetic male, etc.
I like to have Ladies see me being treated like sissy slut by Men.
I Ladies to strap-on stud me and verbally humiliate me.
I've always needed to be a owned submissive
100% female roled
receptive
