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I am a Former Preferential female-roled zoosexual

Third-gender Artist Model

22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model

50 years as a submissive sissy femboy

I identify as a:

Pre-Op homosexual transsexual

berdache/third-gender type

100% female-roled receptive male

Preferential "Class X" submissive 100% female-roled receptive zoosexual from 1970-2000

(I became celibate as a zoosexual in 2000)

Former female-roled

receptive zoosexual

1970 to 2000

From 1970 to 2000, I consider my core identity to be a submissive Preferential female-roled receptive zoosexual for large intact male dogs and intact male equines.

Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity

The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.

I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy

since 1975

I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated

"In 2000 I started serving only human males sexual"

("I only model wearing a cage")

It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am

though this is the exhibitionistic

element for me

because I am a

"exhibitionist"

I truly love modeling and modeling for artist has no erotic element for me.

My questions I've struggled with all my life,

why do I need treated sexually like a female.

"And wish to be Female"

Many questions

The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.

If only;

"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"

My Web Journal

"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"

(a life as a submissive female-roled receptive zoosexual)

" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "

NSFW

contains nudity and sexual content

A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"

All videos, photos, gifs

are for illustrative purposes

established

FEBRUARY 19th, 2020

Contact at;

Femboyberdache1@proton.me

note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.

Forever editing the site