Third-gender Artist Model
22 years experience as a life drawing artist's model
50 years as a submissive sissy femboy
I identify with:
Berdache/Travesties of Brazil (transgendered prostitutes)
third-gender type
100% female-roled receptive male
I'm completely psychologically feminized/emasculated
1970 to 2000,
I was nearly exclusively a female-roled
receptive sex partner for large intact Male dogs,
jack donkeys and stallion ponies
(female-roled receptive zoosexual)
Third-Gender Identity
I am not a Man or Woman
Psychologically I have a "Pre-Op" Male to Female Homosexual Transexual Identity
The reason I refer to myself as "third-gender" is because I am physically a male, yet psychologically I feel like a female.
"I wish I was Female"
I've been a owned-collared "free Use" submissive, 100% female-roled femboy
since 1978 as Jensen Group harem sissy
I got caged in 1999, I am 100% psychologically feminized/emasculated
("I only model wearing a cage")
It is intented to figure my own self out better, why I am who I am
though this is the exhibitionistic
element for me
because I am a
"exhibitionist"
I truly love modeling and modeling for artist, has no erotic element for me.
My questions I've struggled with all my life,
why do I need treated sexually like a female.
"And wish to be Female"
Living with the complexity of my sexual orientation as a,
"Preferential female-roled receptive zoosexual"
The content is intended for educational, research and journaling purposes Much of the content is in Scenario Form
thus whether fact or fiction, is by interpretation.
If only;
"How things could of turned out dilemma"
"Like a thought experiment of sorts"
or
" Some aspects based on fact "
" A hodgepodge script "
"Thought experiment"
My Web Journal
"Like an Actor preparing for a script in order to be convincing"
"A Study and Outline for my Novels;
fiction novel: "The Jensen Group"
and
"No One needs to be an another more then the Transsexual, No One needs another more then the Exhibitionist"
" As much as Life Drawing can express Reality, it can express Fantasy "
note: most of the imagery on my site is for illustrative purposes to illustrate how I became completely psychologically feminized/emasculated and how my identity revolves around the need to be female-roled both sexually and non-sexually.
All videos, photos, gifs
are for illustrative purposes
Forever editing the site
established
FEBRUARY 19th, 2020
A journey of "Living vicariously in a imagined scenario"
"wishing I was female"
Contact at;
Class II Exhibitionists: Pure Exhibitionists
These people are cowardly and docile, and they are content with just showing off their genitals from a distance and masturbating. They do not touch their victims or actually do them any harm.
Class IV Exhibitionists: Exclusive Exhibitionists
These offenders cannot form a normal romantic relationship with a person of the opposite sex, and cannot engage in normal sexual intercourse. For them, exhibitionism is the sole outlet for sexual
gratification. Behaviorally they lie on the extreme end of the paraphilic continuum, as they cannot form a normal romantic relationship with other individuals.
By age 12 I'd become almost exclusively a female-roled receptive zoosexual and was being "bred" by my jack donkeys, stallion ponies and large intact male dog partners or I was performing fellatio on them or performing fellatio on all of the draft stallions at the Jensen group stallion stud farm.
I was frequently/routinely watching Mom have sex with her boyfriends
after Mom and Dad divorce when I was 6 years old
Because my bedroom had two entry doors, one which opened directly into Mom's bedroom it was easy for me to peek through the slightly cracked open door into Mom's room and watch Mom having sex with her boyfriends.
"This occurred very frequently"
"All Mom's boyfriends were Jensen Group member guys, from age 16 to 70 or so"
Mom becomes my first audience as a exhibitionist
Age 11, I gone through puberty and was extremely horny, I soon was sucking my own penis, and I was soon caught sucking my penis by Mom.
Because it was so exciting to have Mom seeing me suck my own penis, I started to intentionally try to get caught by her, so she could watch as I sucked my own penis, masturbated, when was sucking one of my boyfriend's penis or when a boyfriend or Cosso my Great Dane was butt-fucking me.
Age 8, Mom catches me sucking my
friend Kevin's penis
Age 12, Mom catches me sucking my
own penis and ejaculating in my mouth
To be continued....................................
